Wednesday, October 17, 2012

Like a Note in a Bottle...


Like a Note in a Bottle… I received an email today from Joel Pace of Comedy Zone asking me if I was available for a gig on an upcoming date… No I’m 2000 miles away… But Joel I want to publicly thank you for the email… Just to know I haven’t fallen completely off the map is a wonderful feeling… I can’t find the words to say how truly good it made me feel…

 
I’m 2000 miles away… I’m stuck in a land of make believe… Make believe that things are normal and okay… Smile and drag your horde of kids to Wal-Mart to plug up the aisles… You’re only in your mid-twenties or less and you’ve dutifully cranked them out… It’s your only purpose in life… Be happy they let you finish high school…

 
Maybe it’s the nightshift… Maybe it’s more than that… It certainly feels like it… Struggling to finish preparations, packing, and planning to drive from Idaho Falls to Upstate NY… I’ll be leaving in less than two weeks… Me and my three sons… I’ve been marking pet friendly hotels along the way on the map… Maybe I shouldn’t say marking… They might not let us stay there…

 
I will need to average approximately 500miles per day to arrive in 4 days… I’ll have a day or so of rest before turning 180degrees and heading west again… Opening at Mason City Limits in Mason City, IL Nov 2 & 3 and Zanies Rising Star Showcase Nov 5 in Chicago… I need to be back in Idaho by Nov 8th in order to go to work on the 9th… A gig in Helena, MT falling through yesterday allows me to work the “real” job that weekend…

 
Desperately needing to escape the comedy Siberia of southeast Idaho at least a few times each month… I have been sending emails as fast as I can type them to bookers, bars, and every fuck stick maker I can think of east and west of the Rockies…

 
While trying to build a run or two… Phone calls are not returned… Emails go unanswered… Venues accustomed to getting shitty local cover bands for free see no need to pay for comedy… etc, etc, etc…

 
When I should be writing material I am busy trying to fill an empty calendar… When there is time to write I am stumped and uninspired by the sameness of my surroundings… A neighborhood resembling something like the one seen in “The Stepford Wives” … Misogyny is too big a word for eastern Idaho… Here they just call it Mormonism… I have become convinced that LDS stands for “Ladies are a Distant Second”… I’m from NY… I wouldn’t like it here even if I was Mormon!!!

 
Diversity… In Idaho Falls that means they used a different color brick to build the church this corner… Than the one on the corner you just passed… Tom Hanks ain’t got nothing on this “Castaway”… “Loneliness of the Long Distance Trucker”… I am starving for stimulation… I might as well be out to sea on a fuckin’ submarine again…

 
The saddest part of this rant is there are people here who will read it and ask, complete with their robot stare… “Why don’t you like it here???” They’ll never understand… I have a neighbor who proudly told me upon hearing I was from NY that she had NEVER BEEN MORE THAN 3HRS AWAY FROM HERE!!! AND NOW SHE IS SHARING THAT WONDERFULLY DIVERSE WORLD VIEW WITH HER SIX FUCKIN' KIDS!!!!

 
This rant has gone on too long… Yet maybe, not long enough… It needs to be posted and I need some sleep… Any touring comics looking for a travel partner please hit me up… Please do it before my head explodes... Thanks again Joel… You might have saved my life today… And if I hang on tight that rope just might drag me back onto the sanity of the road…  

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